《A, Regarding "the Night Watcher," Birth Monologue》

I, once, thought, "Love," was "entirely" being "Seen." Thus, I, handed over "the Key," invited, the world, enter, my, that, never "open-to-public" "Inner Courtyard." That, is, my "Power" and "Secret's" "Source." A "patch," (that) needs no "Light," (to) "self-cohere" (Zìqià), "Eternal Night." However, "visitors," "always," "held 'Torches'." They, "frowning," for me "dispersed" darkness, "pointed out" "the Desolation." They, in "Love's" name, attempted, to, "transform" my "Profound-deepness" (Yōushēn), into, their, "familiar 'Light'." Every "well-intentioned 'Illumination'," "was," a, "gentle 'Burning'." I, in that, "long 'Firelight'," "gradually," "Exhausted."

Finally, one day, I, understood. True "Knowing" (Dǒngde), never, was, toward "Intruders," to, explain "Darkness'" "Composition." But rather, (to) learn, how, quietly, (to) "Close" "the Door." That, was, my, to myself, most thorough "Compassion." Also, to them, most "Honest" "Refusal." Thus, I, began "Weaving." I, take, every, "Silence" of being "Misunderstood," twist (it) into "Warp threads" (Jīngxiàn). (I) take, every, "Breath" of self-"Confirmation," weave (it) into "Weft threads" (Wěixiàn). I, for myself, wove, one "Veil" (Shā). It, (is) gentle, yet, "Indestructible." It, isolates, not "the World," but, the world's, that, un-"Invited" "Gaze." It, is, my 【Black Vow Veil】.

When, I, pin this "Vow," to "my Chest." I, then, completed, this life's, most "Sacred" "Coronation." I, no longer, need, any, "Light" from "the Outside." Because, I, have, calmly "Accepted," my, inner "Eternal Night," "itself, is," the most "Brilliant" "Stars." My "Abyss," is my "Sanctuary." I, am, It's (His/Her), only "Night Watcher."